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Dragon Code Download. Synchro Mystic Visioning & Desire Mapping in Action.

The Rainbow SerpentI created this personal spell casting mantra to assist in re-aligning my energy field with my true self. The core imprint of my soul purpose.

Think DNA coding.
Dragons are purveyors of ancient wisdom and power.

I wanted to get down to business and call forth ALL of what is contained with in me. My whole being. The ancient consciousness which gave birth to the original blueprint of ME. I desired with all my heart to surrender to the original will and purpose of my existence.

A dragon had come to snuggle me a month prior. Activating a chain of events within my consciousness which would bring me integration of this archetypal aspect of myself.

Being on fire and alive with access to the ancient genetic coding within each and every cell of my body was my motivation. It was a soul stirred passion. Fierce and mighty in it’s presence. The dragon being an energetic substructure of the building blocks of my energy field.

I was going through a whole restructuring process when I wrote these little spells. My entire life purpose, my belief systems, my core energetic patterning, everything, was being re-examined and called into question. Layers of ego death were inevitable. Revealing of my core self was commencing. Ready or not.

During this particular energetic transition (activation, vision, upgrade, revealing) I merged with the dragon energy I was invoking so vividly that I began to embody it’s characteristics, it’s feelings. I wasted no time and began to Desire Map.  So I honed in on what sensations, e-motions this dragon was insisting I embody.

All the emotions that my soul was revealing to me that I should integrate created a new feeling. My personal revelation helped me to understand the layers of emotion and desire. My desire mapping process ended like this:


Powerful | Wise | Magical | Fierce | Confident

I wasn’t wholeheartedly or whole-mindedly aware of the fact that I lacked a sensation we call “secure”. I mean, I knew it in my head. I’m excellent at processing mental data and analyzing it to form well-rounded conclusions. Actually embodying the sensation of “secure” was quite another task, as it’s not necessarily embedded in my childhood programming. Lots of insecurity experienced as an adult, testing my beliefs of what secure really looks like.

These words (powerful, wise, magical, fierce, confidence) came together for me. All of them added up to automatic security! So even if I couldn’t necessarily generate a feeling of security of it’s own accord, focusing on the other feelings certainly did engender it. And it was pretty powerful in the moment.

One night as I was looking within to see if I could take another look at this magnificent dragon energy residing within me and hopefully get some more information about it’s presence and messages for me I caught sight of it.

My dragon shimmered iridescent.
She’s under there.
The Philosopher’s Stone.
Radiant as the rainbow.
Subtle as invisibility

The rainbow shimmer appeared as faceted scales, moving rainbow colors and would go invisible again as soon as it came.  It was then that it dawned on me.
The Rainbow Serpent.

The Rainbow Serpent devours people and vomits them back up. Symbolizing death and rebirth. Associated with water.

The Rainbow Serpent was the first being into the material world and helped to create the Universe by transferring the Force, Creator, the Supreme Intelligence through the cosmos. The Rainbow Serpent was commanded by First Source to coil beneath the Earth to support it.
– Dahomey Dragon Myth

Ya, totally DNA codes.

After refreshing my intellect on the story of Quetzalcoatl I could see how it could be seen as a feathered serpent considering the visuals I was getting. I was also astonished that this Rainbow Serpent was a limbless winged dragon, just the same sort of dragon I had chosen previously to represent Mama Jedi. You can see it pop up here from time to time on the site.

This is how I learned that dragons are our DNA. Through DNA the Rainbow Serpent (representative of ALL life, not just human) spreads the ONE consciousness throughout the cosmos. Thus supporting material existence by it’s very nature. We can also assert that the dragon is the coil of energy in the mitochondria, or even the string in String Theory. Thereby not limiting the expression of God throughout the Universe to things with DNA, but all things manifested in existence.

This is how I desire mapped through my synchro mystic visioning. Integrating the dragon’s message into my energy field. Every time I focus on the core desired feelings I got out of this experience, I am restructuring my neural pathways, my body chemistry, I am aligning my will and purpose with the DNA encoded will and purpose of the Rainbow Serpent.


One way Life Learning works. Impromptu Coach. Everyone’s a Teacher.

My youngest child loves to skate. So this summer we’ve taken to going to the little skate park near our house after dinner. There’s a great view of the mountains and epic sunsets are inevitable.

My kid brings both his Strider (a balance bike, which he’s grown out of, which I also highly recommend) and the precious skateboard he received for his sixth birthday.

He’s watched all the videos. Seriously. All of them. But he still can’t land an ollie. He practices and practices. He get’s close, but he just doesn’t have the technique down to get his huge skateboard off the ground. We’ve considered investing in actual skate lessons, but… So I put it out to the universe. Hey, need some skate instruction here!

Now, my kid is down with the usual suburban skate park teens. Many of them are fringe friends of my three teens. Over the last few months there have been several older kids giving my little skater a shout out for his efforts and cool pretend tricks he likes to do on both his Strider and skateboard. Sometimes they even come over and show him what the foot positioning of the ollie looks like and do one for him to watch.

Aside of all the mini lessons he’s received from older kids and young adults, what he hasn’t had is any lengthy one on one coaching from a skilled skater who was invested enough . Until two nights ago.

That’s when a skater dad at the skate park with his young son riding a scooter noticed my son’s ability and invested himself in coaching him. I wasn’t even sure how I felt about the whole ordeal as this man, who came off more like a P.E. coach than a typical skater dude, engaged my son in conversation and began a lesson. I resolved myself to allow the exchange and watch the magic happen.

This perfect stranger spent a good 25 minutes on my son. Out of the blue. Sharing his knowledge and taking on a role. I was enthralled.

My kid landed an ollie that night. Hasn’t happened since, but he keeps at it. Can’t wait for the next impromptu learning experience.

This is one of the ways life learning works. Experiences with people.


Your Desires Are Holy. So Go Do Them.

Desire and holy aren’t usually used in the same sentence. Except in the negative. In fact there’s whole religious traditions dedicated to removing desire in order to attain holiness.

I’m going to attest to the opposite.
Your desires ARE holy.
They are.

Ego based desires are quite a bit distorted away from soul desires, and it’s the ego’s desires that those religious traditions attempt to eliminate. But not all desire is of the ego.

You have to have done the work of removing your ego masks, done your soul searching, forged a clear connection with your High Self (Holy Guardian Angel, God Connection, what-have-you). As long as you’ve done all that then you’re good to go.

Desire away!

Here’s where some of us get stuck. I know I did. By the time I stripped myself of most all egoic desires and emptied myself enough to gain connection to my Holy Guardian Angel I wasn’t sure if I had any desires left. I was floating around in this very present minded state. Most everything I had desired up to that point was based in ego consciousness, not God Consciousness.

I went through an identity crisis as well. When you are steeped in your ego, you identify as ego. When ego takes a dive, our identity can take a dive as well.

Instead. Identify with the spirit. The soul connection. The higher self.

This way ego can die and rise again, die and rise again all it wants. It’s not going to change your identity. You will be firmly rooted in your higher self. You’re higher purpose. Your most authentic self.

Your soul has desires your ego never dreamed of.
Search deep.
Those desires are holy, sanctified and righteous.
So go do them.
Don’t listen to your ego.
Listen to the longings of your soul.


Into and Out of the Shadows. Sophia meets the Morrighan.

Hello Jedis!  I’ve been hiding for six months now. Six long months of deep dark shadow work. I was facing some heavy shit beginning of the year.

Facing my fears.
Facing my distortions.
Facing my choices.
Facing all the dark shadowy parts of myself.
Front and center.

It was pretty tough I tell you. Accepting that I am flawed. Accepting that I am not exactly all that my perfectionist ego mind thinks I should be. Accepting that I have darkness lurking within me.

But not all that is dark is evil.
Oh no.
Just unseen.
Not understood.
Just dark.
Think yin/yang.

Think Sophia meets the Morrighan.

As I was reaching the apex of meeting my darkness I was blessed with a vision. I saw my darkness personified. She was incredible in her horrific beauty. I was awestruck with her presence and power. I realized that I was acting as Sophia meeting Her polar opposite, the Morrighan. All that is darkness.

As I witnessed the Morrighan come unto me, I listened with my heart as best I could. I could sense a frustration come from Her that was exactly the same frustration as mine. A lack of wholeness. A lack of dark embrace. Death of what is no longer needed. Neglect of fertilizing my inner soil. Her frustration with me was that I was in denial of her existence. In denial of everything she had been showing me.

So I hugged her.
Then the relief came.
The acceptance came.
The reunification of my spirit commenced.
It was beautiful.