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The Quickening of 2017 – Imbolc Synchro-Mysticism

Spontaneous rituals. Natural rhythms. Subconscious synchro-mystic sabbatic rituals of love making. Sundown today begins the sabbat Imbolc. Being in the moment is magical. Opening perception and deepening dimension of being bring on such sweet serendipidous moments. I quite enjoy palpable states of synchro-mysticism. IMBOLC: The time of the quickening of the seed of life.  In the same spirit in which the sun is being reborn, Imbolc is considered a natural time for initiations, purifications, moving on from the past, and reflecting on oneself and one’s bigger role in the world. 30 years ago I was asked if I was ready for the mission I came here to do. I didn’t understand and flat out refused. I was skeptical of my own visions you see. So after 30 years of diligent observation and research, today I am finally ready to consciously pick up that mantle and wear it the way She Read More

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A Sacred Seed has Been Planted

In the week previous to this weekend’s “black” new moon I was messaging with a sister in Spain about the unraveling of her own preconceptions about reality and how things were unfolding as her conscious awareness grew and expanded. In our conversation she mentioned how she received a message through a very balanced and open channel of a lovely girl.The message: Stop invoking Kali, invoke Venus. I was taken aback for a moment, wondering why I was taken aback. Then it sank in. The richer meaning behind those words being much more deep than may appear we may miss it in our shedding of the old skin; the killing off of old patterns, thought-forms, constructs of ego, and so on. Sometimes we concentrate so much so on the destruction of ourselves for well meaning intent. But you know, something my mom would say from time to time, the road to Read More

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Dilating the Pupil of Awareness Pt 1 – The Darkness & Hecate

Be still in the darkness. This teaches receptiveness to universal guidance. How to move in flow w/ high consciousness. If you’re quiet inside, you’ll be able to hear, see, know, feel. Then you know what moves to make, when, how. In the moment. Even in total darkness. I utilize this practice as a painter, a mother, a friend, an intuitive counselor, a healer and energy worker. We are more than what we have been led to believe. We are so much more deep, rich, fertile, aware, conscious than we have allowed ourselves to be. Sometimes when I’m really quiet and deep inside I think I can see my soul. I’m fiery and alive with a magick my conscious mind knows nothing about. I could read all the books and question all the masters and still not be as intelligent or knowledgeable as this thing which speaks to me when I’m Read More

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The Magick In Your Hands Pt 1

You’ve seen it in the movies. You’ve read about it in the books. Magicians and witches shooting light from their fingers, or drawing symbols upon things which would then alight with magic. If only it were real right? How much fun it would be! Well, I’m gonna say that it IS real. Just not so technicolor as in the movies or our imaginations. My story begins in my mid-twenties with a book written by a Shaolin Master divulging “secrets of the Tao” which he felt the world needed to know. The new age was dawning, humans were waking up, and he was sharing for the betterment of humanity. I gobbled that shit up. After practicing a LOT of subtle energy cultivation techniques, walking meditations, anger calming techniques and the like I finally got to the part about making magic symbols and talismans. What was this sorcery? This was something I Read More

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My Kid Taught Himself How to Read

My unschooled 7 year old has most definitely taught himself to read over the last year. Leaps and bounds have been made just over the last 4 months!  I take no credit. It was all him. I was as hands off as possible for this process as I wanted to prove my well researched position (there is much scientific evidence) that at around 7 years old kids’ brain development just makes it more natural to read. I realize there is a bell curve in regards to learning anything, reading included. I began to read books when I was four. Others may need specialized instruction because of brain wiring and may develop later than average bell curve kids. There were a few times along the way that myself or my husband would get antsy about whether this was going to work out exactly the way I thought it would (again, as Read More

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Astrology’s Bullshit, Right? Let me Share my Journey of Skepticism

Now, I’m an incredibly observant and analytical type of person. I notice all the things and analyze the fuck out of them. Understanding the universe and the human condition has been my life quest. I am a scientist without a “world made of the ideas of men” degree or certificate. My quest is for the truth and I know the difference between biased opinion, skewed facts and unbiased observation. I didn’t grow up with an innate “belief” in astrology. My mother didn’t teach me anything about it. I might have casually read the sun sign horoscopes in the occasional newspaper I read as a kid, but most of it never actually applied to me in any way. Long after I had delved into the mystic and researched most spiritual and philosophical ideologies from around the world at least a little bit I still hadn’t studied any astrology. I had, of Read More

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Quarantined for Reprogramming

Sometimes I have these super trippy advanced training type dreams. There’s a certain quality to those dreams which other types of dreams do not possess. Wish I could put my finger on the words to describe it. Hyper-sensory. Now, I’ll need to go over some of my personal dream history. As dreams are stories woven within stories relating to other stories and woven in some more. I used to have these house dreams where there was a good side and a bad side. Mirrors to each other. Except that the bad side was haunted by an entity which I can only describe as paralyzing. No color, all mind, pure terror for me as a young person having continued interaction with their shadow and having no idea what it was. When I was super young I would inevitably find myself mysteriously drawn into the darker, haunted part of the house and Read More